As I grow older, I'm aware of things that change. Some things I enjoyed when I was young, I can't do any more. Some things I wondered over in my youth are no longer mysterious. These changes require me to adjust both my thinking and my behaviors, for ideas are as powerful as actions...
A friend introduced me to the Catechism of the Catholic Church and challenged me to really read it, dedicating a little time each day to reflect on what it says. One of the things that surprises me is how much I didn't know about our Church. Each day I find something new and amazing—it's like I found a treasure box filled with jewels.
Now, at this point I could start telling you about some of the amazing things I've been reading, but the thing I stopped to talk about is my great surprise to discover that even this late in life there is still so much to learn! Page after page I'm surprised by what I don't know, and delighted to become better informed.
I know that not everyone shares my love for learning. And I know when I say “You shoud read this book!” or “Go here and look at this webpage...!” many of us don't have the time. Or more importantly, it's not time for us to learn. But we shouldn't let such things seperate us because in our diversity, Christ makes us one Body. This means that we can all learn in different ways, at different times and in different directions and still be God's people! It's one of the great gifts we receive through our baptism.
The division and separation in our world right now (“Why do the nations rage...?”) grows from a root of ignorance. We simply don't know that the Spirit of God makes us one body. And if the members of a Body war against one another, the whole body suffers. So our unity is both a gift and a challenge. Unity does not destroy our diversity, but done right, we can employ our unique thinking, actions and personal faith for the service and liberation of the world from sin. Yes, it is our job too. When we accept Christ, we embrace his work...
Faith, like time, changes us. When we start out, we love the way faith gives us certainty. But as we journey in faith we begin to understand that our certainty is invested in God, who exceeds our understanding. So some of the certainties we cling to become weights that hold us down, and ropes that hold us back. Paul once wrote “Test everything; keep what is good.” (1Thes 5:21) As we grow, our certainties can change. Like Peter, we are called to climb out of our boats and walk on water.
In days ahead please remember that uncertainty can be a good development—it can mean that we are growing and improving. The good we seek is often still ahead and if we are not walking, how shall we get there? If our path is on the water, know that He has walked there ahead of us. Don't be afraid to learn new things, even in our “final years”. Christ learned by listening and asking questions. Try it. You might like learning.